Straight people will never be able to understand or appreciate how being gay in like a lot of cases robs/erodes the youth of so many people both in the romantic sense and in the sense that a lot of us hold ourselves back from being our true selves and enjoying life out of fear of being outed or appearing different.
im 12 in dirty basketball shorts with a cracked as fuck motorola im in your room and your mama said you gotta play with me cause im her friends son and i keep bouncing my leg and saying “skrt skrt” behind you and you go use the bathroom and i break your playstation R2 button