Ya’ll know that ‘my cat and I are both blind’ post?
It basically illustrates tumblr in a nutshell.
Bc 1/3rd of the notes are ‘awww SO CUTE’,
1/3rd is ‘how can you post if you’re blind, FAKE’ (which is stupid lol screenreaders exist, blind people can use the internet) and
the final 3rd is people saying ‘op is a necrophile’ which. lemme tell you I’ve been to OP’s blog and yea. they are. post ruined
i mean if you’ve gone to my blog, you’ll actually know i’m not, technically speaking, a necrophile, because i have absolutely no interest in fucking a corpse. i have a “used as a sex toy while dead” fantasy sitch, but that’s not necrophilia on my end. corpses aren’t necrophiles, they’re corpses. so, like, jot that down.
if you wanna complain about my purely fantasized kinks and relatively well controlled mental health anyway, consider calling me a necrosadist instead! it’s more accurate. i wouldn’t fuck a corpse, but i would probably get off on mutilating one.
i don’t know for sure as i’ve, yknow, never tried, and don’t intend to. but i’m sure your intrusive thoughts and sexual fantasies are much more ideologically pure than mine are, so judge away. ✌🏼
I can’t imagine saying any of this and not being embarrassed and ashamed to my core.
Didnt think this post could get any worse
Only on tumblr.hell.com.org.gov.co.uk could someone unironically post the phrase “
i wouldn’t fuck a corpse, but i would probably get off on mutilating one.
“ and think that’s a good thing to say.
Where is thecybersmith, doesn’t he usually keep these things on a leash?
(The picture is quite small and blurry so there are some kanji that I can’t read)
The interviewer comes to interview Erwin but Levi doesn’t allow him to enter the room because the interviewer is very dirty (I’m quite sure that he(I don’t know the sex of interviewer so I assume he’s male.) isn’t that dirty but Levi’s standard is too high lol). Levi orders him to wait outside –“This’s a very important rule if you want to talk to Erwin.”
Erwin tells Levi to stop and apologises the interviewer for Levi being a clean freak who seems to cannot stand any uncleanness.
“That’s regrettable, Erwin…..(I can’t read the kanji before the word 「放題」 so I can’t translate this part)…The ancient building of Scouting Legion Head Office has become this usable because of ME hasn’t it?” (because I’m here, everything became clean and usable)
“Let’s begin the interview.” (Erwin must sense something– like Levi might not stop talking unless he changes the subject lol)
Even so Levi still insists on cleaning the room first (he does say their time is valuable but he still doesn’t allow his Erwin to give an interview in unclean room lol adorable housewife Levi Heichou)
The interview ends here. I ordered the book yesterday so I will update if there is anything more in the book when I get my copy ^^
Erwin and Levi’s relationship is very strong. Look what is written in PASH! (I bought this issue just because of this page lol)
“The bond of trust”
The one who gave Levi a motive to become a corporal is Erwin. Two of them are strongly united.
The unity among the seniors in Scouting Legion is interesting, especially Erwin, Levi, and Hanji. They can’t lose one another as team members – a trustful relationship.
Levi who never let his guard down to other people, but with Commander Erwin, he gives all-out (complete) trust for Erwin to get near him. Levi who previously lived as a thug in town, he was bestowed to be part of Survey Legion under Erwin. Somehow there might be some secrets behind their encounter.
I wrote this, and I thought to myself that if I’ve gotten complaints from giving Hange female pronouns, complaints from my rant about the fandom focusing too much on AUs and ships rather than the actual story, complaints about my explanation on why Annie is not a complete sadistic psycho, and complaints about how I’ve said that Hange enjoys her experiments, I’m going to say this for all the Eruri fans who I have a feeling will tell me I’m being offensive:
You can portray things however you want. This is my opinion, drawn from the facts that I have seen.
Onto the meta:
I’ve said things on my personal and Hange roleplaying blog—and maybe on here? I can’t remember—that makes me think that people think I despise Eruri as a ship. People seem to think that I’m insulting Eruri and downplaying their relationship every time I say how Hange is more of Erwin’s right hand than Levi, and how Levi definitely does not have absolute trust in Erwin.
But really, it’s just that I personally feel that the fandom as a whole seems to misinterpret their relationship. And I blame the interviews and whatnot from the spin-off (which was NOT written by Isayama, only thumbs-upped, and I’ll get to that in a second) for their portrayal of Levi being hilariously protective of Erwin and the type to follow him to the ends of the earth.
And we’ve not been shown any of that kind of behavior in the manga.
It’s clear by how Levi talks about Erwin that he doesn’t hate him, and holds a level of respect for him. And just with how they are on a first-name basis, it proves they’re close. However, the same can be said with the relationship in between any of the four senior Scouts; Erwin, Hange, Mike, and Levi all are on a first-name basis and trust each other immensely, despite differences in personality and ranks.
However, Levi does not have the absolute trust in Erwin that the fandom seems to think he does. Whenever we see Erwin give Levi a direct order, Levi actually questions it. We’ve seen it happen multiple times already; Erwin will tell him to do something, Levi will argue against it, and only listen after Erwin tells him again. This is not ‘complete trust.’ And the fact that after he did what he was told and refilled his swords and gas, he said the words ’I’ll trust your judgement on this one,’ it implies Levi has had times where he doesn’t trust Erwin’s judgement at all and goes against what he’s told. That isn’t the behavior of someone who has complete and undying trust in another.
That portrayal stems back to the things revolving around the spin-off, A Choice With No Regrets. That is, the spin-off itself, and the things they did to promote it, including interviews. The thing is, the writer is not Isayama— it’s a man named Gan Sunaaku. The spin-off is only thumbs-upped by Isayama, and while that’s great, it’s still a manga that should be taken with a grain of salt, because they’ve already made mistakes. One of them particularly being that Erwin was not a Commander five years ago; the man who later became the one who trained the 104th was Commander. However, in the spin-off, Erwin seems to already be Commander, as he has the bolo tie that is a sign of his rank, something he did not have when he was shown five years back. It’s an continuation error, and the only explanation could be ‘Levi hadn’t joined yet,‘ which doesn’t work, because it was stated in the FTT arc that he was one of the soldiers that survived the fall of Wall Maria, along with Mike and Hange.
It serves as proof that the spin-off should be taken lightly rather than a rock-hard example of Levi and Erwin’s relationship, and that to be considered entirely canon, it should be more than just ‘thumbs-upped’ by Isayama. That Erwin and Levi’s relationship should not be described from the fandom as what happens in work that is not Isayama’s, but in the work that is his— the work that shows a relationship that is more complex than just an over-the-top protectiveness and unwavering trust.
Simply put, there is a difference between disliking a ship, and disliking what I find an inaccurate portrayal of a relationship.
EDIT: Another mistake this spin-off has, that proves Isayama is not actively involved in it and thus should be, again, taken with a grain of salt, is that Levi seems to know how to use the 3DMG, an INCREDIBLY difficult tool to use, without training.
Maybe this will be explained away later, but as of now, it asks an important question: The spin-off is thumbs-upped, sure, but just how canon should it be considered, when it goes against established canon multiple times in the single 12 pages that it has?
An analysis written with a sharp critical eye, but there are a few things that I need to elaborate on here.
・”I’ll trust your judgment on this one”
The first one is a correction: as the result of off-the-mark translation, Levi’s “I’ll trust your judgment on this one” cannot be used as evidence in this argument. The original line, as far as I know, only indicated that he said “I’ll trust your judgment” [お前の判断を信じよう]. The “on this one” is likely added to smoothen the sentence, since I don’t see any trace of it in the actual thing.
・”Complete Trust”
The other thing is a counterargument to the concept of ‘absolute trust’ that is presented in this meta. I will not deny that the fandom, and the shippers in particular, do tend to stress the aspects of loyalty and trust very very much in this ship, and do not shy away from outright skewing it far beyond what the canon presented. But then again, which fandom doesn’t do that? Ships in particular suffer from this problem a lot—exaggeration is more the rule than the exception there. But that’s beside the point—what I want to bring up here is the problem with the OP’s definition of the concept. Apparently ‘absolute trust’ means blindly following whatever the other guy said while killing your own sense of reason. While I can’t say that this isn’t what people sometimes refer to to as absolute trust, I beg to disagree—calling this behaviour ‘absolute obedience’ would have been more appropriate.
This is where the mistake occurred. The example given by the OP is a perfect demonstration of how Levi doesn’t always just mindlessly take orders from Erwin. In fact I think he never does—he’s not the type to do so. Taking this one instance, Levi initially questions Erwin’s order—why do you think he did that? Now, it shouldn’t come as a surprise that Levi isn’t stupid; he’s got his own brain, he can think well enough for himself. If he doesn’t find Erwin’s order sensible, of course he’s going to want an explanation. Trust or not, that’s what people naturally do when they don’t understand something. But as is already mentioned, Erwin just tells him to obey, after which Levi agrees to do as he’s told.
Now focus on this section really closely. Erwin gives an order. Levi doesn’t understand why he had to follow it when there’s no need for it; he asks. Erwin tells him to go and do it anyway—now hold it right there. Look at the Commander. What was going on in his head? He just figured out that the Female Titan might still be around. This is likely why he told Levi to go resupply his gear. If he explained all that (and notice that he has no reason not to), Levi will definitely understand why that order was given and go do as he’s told. But how long is that going to take? Say he starts explaining the whole theory, right there—do they have that much time? No, they don’t. Levi said so himself. So he chose to keep quiet, gave Levi the command and left it at that.
Now here’s where this anecdote starts working against the initial proposition that it proves Levi doesn’t trust Erwin. How about we see it like this—they know each other well enough. Erwin knows Levi isn’t the type to blindly do things without knowing why. If he just told Levi to do something without telling him the reason, it’s not going to work. But despite that, he went ahead and dropped the order. Now what you need to notice here is that he’s making a bet—if Levi somehow found the lack of explanation too bothersome and started an argument right there, he would probably never have gotten to the escaping Female Titan in time. In short, Erwin counted on the chance that he’s not going to start fussing even if he didn’t tell him why he had to go refill his blades. In other words, he trusts Levi to obey him.
Right on this one’s tail, Levi chooses to settle for the lack of answers and listen to Erwin’s command. Now this again reinforces the same idea—Levi doesn’t know what Erwin’s up to, and he’d much prefer that he does, but as you can see, he still decides to play along even if he’s totally clueless. Now that’s trust. Not one hour before that scene, Levi said that while they can’t control what will happen around them, they can at least decide their own actions and make the choices they won’t regret. In this scene, it’s pretty clear that he’s consciously decided to obey Erwin despite not knowing what’s going on—if you ask me, I think he does that because he’s felt he won’t regret it, whatever the results may turn out to be. If that’s not trust, I don’t know what is.
・Spinoff Problems
These are some very legit continuity errors pointed out about A Choice With No Regrets. Indeed it’s up to every individual’s choice whether or not these should be considered canon material, though I feel that there’s too much animosity here to consider the post neutral. It’s hard to take something supposedly official seriously if it has mistakes, granted, but one error doesn’t doom a whole work. And while the OP’s suspicions are reasonable, it may still be too early to throw the towel in on this one yet.
On another note, though, saying that the Eruri shippers only got more hardcore about the issue of trust once word of the spinoff came out is a bit of an insult—contest my observations if I’m mistaken, but spinoff or no spinoff, that part of the ship dynamic seems to have always been there. Though perhaps the announcement of an official coverage of their thing may have turned them louder.
Here’s the first and second page, thank you to @b00kcake for the easy-to-read scans! More coming soon.
—In the Uprising Arc, we start to see some subtle changes in Erwin and Levi’s relationship, don’t we?
Isayama: In American hero comics, they write about conflicts in relation to the phrase, ‘With great power comes great responsibility’. In Levi’s case, if he didn’t have any power, he would just be a normal person without any responsibilities. But because he has power, he has become a person who is burdened with too much responsibility.
Levi himself realized this when Kenny said, “Everyone is a slave to something,” and asked him, “What about you?”. He is a slave to his own power. He felt a sense of duty: “I have to become a hero.”
…This can be said about Mikasa as well… The Ackermans serve their liege, so there are many of them who are able to exert their power to the utmost maximum.
—Huh?? (surprise) That’s information that hasn’t even been revealed in the story! It’s true that for Mikasa there is Eren, and for Kenny there was Uri. They both have a ‘liege-like’ presence in their lives…
Isayama: For Levi, that person is Erwin. He has acknowledged Erwin as an existence who he looks up to. It’s part of the Ackerman bloodline, or an instinctive part of them, you could say.
—I-I see… (surprise). Levi maintaining his surroundings and distance, and the way he avoids facing those who wander in, it’s all because of the huge power he possesses?
Isayama: He may have been scared of building deep relationships. Since he is living in a world where he doesn’t know when he’ll be eaten by a titan, he avoided having people he considered his family.
—Being the only one left as everyone dies around him… the pain he would feel. But even this Levi was able to build a parent-like, close relationship with his new squad.
Isayama: There are a few causes for this change in Levi, and one of them was when he realized Erwin’s intentions. In vol 13, when it was revealed that Ragako Village’s inhabitants had been turned into titans, Erwin smiled. Erwin smiled because he was thinking, “I was right all along”. But to Levi, Erwin is the person who once said to him, “let’s save humanity together”. So in that moment, Levi thought, “Isn’t that different to what he said before?” (laughs)
—It was a great surprise to him (laughs). So I wonder if Levi can accept Erwin’s intentions, then.
Isayama: Around the time of vol 13, Levi wanted to say to Erwin something like, “You’ve been hiding this from me, haven’t you.” But he just gradually stopped… He wasn’t doubting Erwin. It was more like, he felt Erwin was mysterious. This person who he considers to be an existence that is above himself, that there is still so much that he doesn’t know about him. And he realized that same person has been acting all this time with a motive that is childlike. He was interested and reacted with, “Well, it can’t be helped, I’ll help you with it then.”
[TN: fuck fuck fuck I didn’t even know that, how can people fucking deny that they’re equals?! Levi thought of Erwin as someone higher than him and yet he realized in that moment that no, Erwin is actually a child at heart with childlike dreams. And Levi didn’t doubt him, instead he wanted to go along with him. Fuck fuck fuck]
Then in vol 18, when Levi tried to take over command of the mission and Erwin wouldn’t listen, Levi was a bit angry at Erwin’s behavior. Levi’s line, “I trust your judgement,” had a bit of an angry, “If something happens, this is your responsibility,” mixed with it. And right after, when he broke up Eren and Jean’s fight by using more violence than was necessary, it was actually Levi taking out that anger on them (laughs).
Of course given their circumstances, Erwin can’t give Levi any grandiose displays of affection, but sometimes it’s the little things that show he cares. There is a lot of canon material (as can be seen in my Eruri Facts tag) that point to their extremely trusting, respectful, and devoted relationship. Throughout their canon interactions in the anime, manga, OVA, and outside materials, you can really get a feel for just how much Levi means to Erwin. Here are a few instances I can think of off the top of my head:
At the end of ACWNR (and I mean the more accurate VN, not the OVA) after Levi lost both his friends, Erwin give him an inspirational speech about how Levi has the power to help defeat the true enemy: the titans. Instead of patronizing or coercing him, he empathized with Levi and gave him the choice to follow Erwin into war, and of course Levi did.
Erwin also takes Levi’s opinions into account, given that Levi always knows what the plan is even when others don’t. Erwin likely runs plans by Levi and the vets because he sees them as equals, not as subordinates. Levi rarely ever calls Erwin by his title because they’re on equal footing with each other. Even so, Levi trusts Erwin explicitly and more than anyone else and follows his every command (as evidenced by countless canon materials that list Erwin as the one Levi trusts most). In the manga Erwin always trusts Levi to follow his plans and complete whatever mission Erwin gives him, no matter how difficult.
Erwin also looks out for Levi. Remember during the female titan arc how Erwin ordered Levi to refill his gas? He did that to protect Levi from imminent death. Had Levi run off to fight the female titan with low gas, he would have definitely died. But instead of questioning his orders, Levi followed them with no argument and understood Erwin’s motives and chose to “trust [his] decision.”
In multiple canon magazine interviews, Erwin only speaks highly of Levi. He gave Levi an A++ rating as a soldier and has stated countless times how important Levi is to the cause. In their separate interviews he also praised Levi’s personality and leadership capabilities highly.
I know people are 50/50 on how canon the chibi specials and audio dramas are, but in both Erwin turns to Levi when he has problems. They’re shown to have a very friendly and trusting relationship and are obviously comfortable with each other. The fact that Erwin turns to Levi when he needs advice, whether about official or personal matters, speaks volumes about how much the Commander trusts his Captain. These extras may be “crack-y” but they’re official SNK material and depict the real relationships between characters that we otherwise don’t get to see in the main plot.
“The interviewer comes to interview Erwin but Levi doesn’t allow him to enter the room because the interviewer is very dirty (I’m quite sure that he(I don’t know the sex of interviewer so I assume he’s male.) isn’t that dirty but Levi’s standard is too high lol). Levi orders him to wait outside -“This’s a very important rule if you want to talk to Erwin.”
Erwin tells Levi to stop and apologises the interviewer for Levi being a clean freak who seems to cannot stand any uncleanness.”
WHAT??? OF COURSE ERURI ISN’T CANON PPFFFFTTT
“The bond of trust”
The one who gave Levi a motive to become a corporal is Erwin. Two of them are strongly united.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Levi doesn’t allow anyone to get at his heart except Erwin who is the only one he completely trusts.
it’s common to share clothes
‘Understood. You seem to have what I am missing. Until I understand what it is, I will accompany you.’
well, Levi you are still missing this thing???
“The trustful relationship with Erwin seems to be special to Levi. Although he doesn’t appear to give Erwin any respect, he always follows his decision. Even when it ends up with failure, Levi never shows any displeasure or doubt against Erwin. On the other hand, he tells Erwin not to worry and encourages him. A strong bond that got over win-or-lose and any benefit."
Also, at the snk game there was a conversation between Petra and Erwin in which it was said that Erwin was anxious about his choice of gifting Levi a white suit (remember the white suit Levi wears? yes, Erwin’s gift!). Petra reassured him that Levi would like it. I can’t find the exact post but trust me, I didn’t come up with this.
"The trustful relationship with Erwin seems to be special to Levi. Although he doesn’t appear to give Erwin any respect, he always follows his decision. Even when it ends up with failure, Levi never shows any displeasure or doubt against Erwin. On the other hand, he tells Erwin not to worry and encourages him. A strong bond that got over win-or-lose and any benefit.”
I thought the first word was “The lustful relationship with Erwin……” Almost choke on my morning tea, re-read again, trustful… yeah… it’s not lustful…..
– fanart picked by Isayama’s editors every month are Eruri in nature quite regularly. Like, yeah let’s publish this drawing of Levi shirtless and sweating and daydreaming about Erwin, we’re not implying anything at all lol
– Voice actors are Ono Daisuke and Kamiya Hiroshi. You know, the guys that are known for playing characters with gay sexual tension?
– the smartpass interviews. Observe how Levi never shuts up about Erwin in his private time. Read how they eat meals together alone after expeditions, and how Levi doesn’t like to let others into Erwin’s office.
– Levi and Erwin are the two most popular characters in Japan (this isn’t relevant, I just wanted to remind Erwin haters again hah)
Please add to my stupid list. Let’s lie in Isayama’s trash can together.
– They stared at each other in the rain in one of the smart pass stories.
-Erwin has said he was selfish in considering those close to him… including Levi.(see what I did there :’D)
-Erwin knows Levi isn’t simply a “clean freak” and allows him to cope as he needs.
-Erwin writes the mans tea off on the SL budget.
-Levi would have rather temporarily disabled Erwin to keep him safe that let him go on the excursion to Shiganshina.
-Levi goes from visibly tense to sighing and at ease when Erwin shows up.
-Unbreakable trust.
-If you count the drama CD, Levi insinuates Erwin is privy of his underwear preference.
-Also Erwin goes to Levi for protection from Mikasa.
-The ridiculous amount of tmi knowledge between those two and their old man bowels/health.
– Levi does. Not. Shut. Up. About. Erwin.
-They bicker and taunt like an old married couple.
– Sad Erwin? Insert a Levi with a shit joke and you have a smile and laugh.
some nice bits that were on the link! medicine has a massive misogynistic bias it needs to address.
my family has a history of hypothyroidism, but my mom wasnt diagnosed for decades. she was misdiagnosed and only symptoms were addressed without searching for the actual reason. even now, because how how long she went untreated, her bodys systems are extremely taxed, causing other issues. her body is permanently off the deep end to some degree because doctors refused to investigate to a proper degree.
if you have consistent symptoms, keep pushing. the doctor is not always right. keep pushing.
Doctors really need to think. 😡
I was in and out of hospitals for 20 years and the doctors said it was asthma and a lot of stress and being over weight. Went to a new doctor for the first time this summer and he sees all my blood results and was shocked that no one looked into my high WBC count. Turns out I have a rare blood disease, that untreated can be fatal.
It’s ridiculous that doctors see female health problems as just “female problems” and not real concerns
This is why so many diseases are “more common in men” no one tries to diagnose women